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  Parizianski stepped down from the rostrum. Vomact again spoke: “I think that some of the Scanners disagree with our Brother Parizianski. I say that the use of the rostrum be suspended till we have had a chance for private discussion. In fifteen minutes I will call the meeting back to order.”

  Martel looked around for Vomact when the Senior had rejoined the group on the floor. Finding the Senior, Martel wrote swift script on his Tablet, waiting for a chance to thrust the tablet before the senior’s eyes. He had written: Am crnchd. Rspctfly requst prmissn Iv now, stnd by fr orders.

  Being cranched did strange things to Martel. Most meetings that he attended seemed formal, hearteningly ceremonial, lighting up the dark inward eternities of habermanhood When he was not cranched, he noticed his body no more than a marble bust notices its marble pedestal. He had stood with them before. He had stood with them effortless hours, while the long-winded ritual broke through the terrible loneliness behind his eyes, and made him feel that the Scanners, though a confraternity of the damned, were none the less forever honored by the professional requirements of their mutilation.

  This time, it was different. Coming cranched, and in full possession of smell-sound-taste-feeling, he reacted more or less as a normal man would. He saw his friends and colleagues as a lot of cruelly driven ghosts, posturing out the meaningless ritual of their indefeasible damnation. What difference did anything make, once you were a haberman Why all this talk about habermans and Scanners? Habermans were criminals or heretics, and Scanners were gentlemen-volunteers, but they were all in the same fix except that Scanners were deemed worthy of the short time return of the Cranching Wire, while habermans were simply disconnected while the ships lay in port and were left suspended until they should be awakened, in some hour of emergency or trouble, to work out another spell of their damnation. It was a rare haberman that you saw on the street someone of special merit or bravery, allowed to look at mankind from the terrible prison of his own mechanified body. And yet, what Scanner ever pitied a haberman What Scanner ever honored a haberman except perfunctorily in the line of duty? What had the Scanners, as a guild and a class, ever done for the habermans except to murder them with a twist of the wrist whenever a haberman too long beside a Scanner, picked up the tricks of the Scanning trade and learned how to live at his own will, not the will the Scanners imposed? What could the Others, the ordinary men, know of what went on inside the ships? The Others slept in their cylinders, mercifully unconscious until they woke up on whatever other Earth they had consigned themselves to. What could the Others know of the men who had to stay alive within the ship?

  What could any Other know of the up and out? What Other could look at the biting acid beauty of the stars in open Space?

  What could they tell of the Great Pain, which started quietly in the marrow, like an ache, and proceeded by the fatigue and nausea of each separate nerve cell, brain cell, touch point in the body, until life itself became a terrible aching hunger for silence and for death?

  He was a Scanner. All right, he was a Scanner. He had been a Scanner from the moment when, wholly normal, he had stood in the sunlight before a Subchief of the Instrumentality, and had sworn: “I pledge my honor and my life to Mankind. I sacrifice myself willingly for the welfare of Mankind. In accepting the perilous austere Honor, I yield all my rights without exception to the Honorable Chiefs of the Instrumentality and to the Honored Confraternity of Scanners.”

  He had pledged.

  He had gone into the Haberman Device.

  He remembered his Hell. He had not had such a bad one, even though it had seemed to last a hundred-million years, all of them without sleep. He had learned to feel with his eyes. He had learned to see despite the heavy eye plates set back of his eyeballs to insulate his eyes from the rest of him. He had learned to watch his skin. He still remembered the time he had noticed dampness on his shirt, and had pulled out his scanning mirror only to discover that he had worn a hole in his side by leaning against a vibrating machine. (A thing like that could not happen to him now; he was too adept at reading his own instruments.) He remembered the way that he had gone up and out, and the way that the Great Pain beat into him, despite the fact that his touch, smell, feeling, and hearing were gone for all ordinary purposes.

  He remembered killing habermans and keeping others alive, and standing for months beside the Honorable Scanner-Pilot while neither of them slept. He remembered going ashore on Earth Four, and remembered that he had not enjoyed it, and had realized on that day that there was no reward.

  Martel stood among the other Scanners. He hated their awkwardness when they moved, their immobility when they stood still. He hated the queer assortment of smells which their bodies yielded unnoticed. He hated the grunts and groans and squawks which they emitted from their deafness. He hated them, and himself.

  How could Luci stand him? He had kept his chest box reading Danger for weeks while he courted her, carrying the Cranching Wire about with him most illegally, and going direct from one cranch to the other without worrying about the fact that his indicators all crept to the edge of Overload. He had wooed her without thinking of what would happen if she did say, “Yes.” She had.

  “And they lived happily ever after.” In Old Books they did, but how could they, in life? He had had eighteen days under-the wire in the whole of the past year! Yet she had loved him. She still loved him. He knew it. She fretted about him through the long months that he was in the up and out. She tried to make home mean something to him even when he was haberman make food pretty when it could not be tasted, make herself lovable when she could not be kissed or might as well not, since a haberman body meant no more than furniture. Luci was patient.

  And now, Adam Stone! (He let his Tablet fade: how could he leave, now?) God bless Adam Stone!

  Martel could not help feeling a little sorry for himself. No longer would the high keen call of duty carry him through two hundred or so years of the Others’ time, two million private eternities of his own. He could slouch and relax. He could forget High Space, and let the up and out be tended by Others. He could cranch as much as he dared. He could be almost normal almost for one year or five years or no years. But at least he could stay with Luci. He could go with her into the Wild, where there were Beasts and Old Machines still roving the dark places. Perhaps he would die in the excitement of the hunt, throwing spears at an ancient steel Manshonjagger as it leapt from its lair, or tossing hot spheres at the tribesmen of the Unforgiven who still roamed the Wild. There was still life to live, still a good normal death to die, not the moving of a needle out in the silence and pain of Space!

  He had been walking about restlessly. His ears were attuned to the sounds of normal speech, so that he did not feel like watching the mouthings of his brethren. Now they seemed to have come to a decision. Vomact was moving to the rostrum. Martel looked about for Chang, and went to stand beside him. Chang whispered, “You’re as restless as water in mid-air! What’s the matter? Decranching?”

  They both scanned Martel, but the instruments held steady and showed no sign of the cranch giving out.

  The great light flared in its call to attention. Again they formed ranks. Vomact thrust his lean old face into the glare, and spoke: “Scanners and Brothers, I call for a vote.” He held himself in the stance which meant: I am the Senior and take Command.

  A belt light flashed in protest.

  It was old Henderson. He moved to the rostrum, spoke to Vomact, and with Vomact’s nod of approval turned full-face to repeat his question: “Who speaks for the Scanners Out in Space?”

  No belt light or hand answered.

  Henderson and Vomact, face to face, conferred for a few moments. Then Henderson faced them again: “I yield to the Senior in Command. But I do not yield to a Meeting of the Confraternity. There are sixty-eight Scanners, and only forty-seven present, of whom one is cranched and U.D. I have therefore proposed that the Senior in Command assume authority only over an Emergency Committee of the Confraternity
, not over a Meeting. Is that agreed and understood by the Honorable Scanners?”

  Hands rose in assent.

  Chang murmured in Martel’s ear, “Lot of difference that makes! Who can tell the difference between a Meeting and a Committee?” Martel agreed with the words, but was even more impressed with the way that Chang, while haberman could control his own voice.

  Vomact resumed chairmanship: “We now vote on the question of Adam Stone.

  “First, we can assume that he has not succeeded, and that his claims are lies. We know that from our practical experience as Scanners. The Pain of Space is only part of scanning,” (But the essential part, the basis of it all, thought Martel.) “and we can rest assured that Stone cannot solve the problem of Space Discipline.”

  “That tripe again,” whispered Chang, unheard save by Martel.

  “The Space Discipline of our Confraternity has kept High Space clean of war and dispute. Sixty-eight disciplined men control all High Space. We are removed by our oath and our haberman status from all Earthly passions.

  “Therefore, if Adam Stone has conquered the Pain of Space, so that Others can wreck our confraternity and bring to Space the trouble and ruin which afflicts Earths, I say that Adam Stone is wrong. If Adam Stone succeeds, Scanners live in vain!

  “Secondly, if Adam Stone has not conquered the Pain of Space, he will cause great trouble in all the Earths. The Instrumentality and the Subchiefs may not give us as many habermans as we need to operate the ships of Mankind. There will be wild stories, and fewer recruits, and, worst of all, the discipline of the Confraternity may relax if this kind of nonsensical heresy is spread around.

  “Therefore, if Adam Stone has succeeded, he threatens the ruin of the Confraternity and should die.

  “Therefore, if Adam Stone has not succeeded, he is a liar and a heretic, and should die.”

  “I move the death of Adam Stone.”

  And Vomact made the sign, The Honorable Scanners are pleased to Martel grabbed wildly for his belt light Chang, guessing ahead, had his light out and ready; its bright beam, voting No, shone straight up at the ceiling. Martel got his light out and threw its beam upward in dissent. Then he looked around. Out of the forty-seven present, he could see only five or six glittering.

  Two more lights went on. Vomact stood as erect as a frozen corpse. Vomact’s eyes flashed as he stared back and forth over the group, looking for lights. Several more went on. Finally Vomact took the closing stance: May it please the Scanners to count the vote.

  Three of the older men went up on the rostrum with Vomact.

  They looked over the room. (Martel thought: These damned ghosts are voting on the life of a real man, a live man! They have no right to do it. I’ll tell the Instrumentality! But he knew that he would not. He thought of Luci and what she might gain by the triumph of Adam Stone: the heart-breaking folly of the vote was then almost too much for Martel to bear.) All three of the tellers held up their hands in unanimous agreement on the sign of the number: Fifteen against.

  Vomact dismissed them with a bow of courtesy. He turned and again took the stance: I am the Senior and take Command.

  Marveling at his own daring, Martel flashed his belt light on.

  He knew that any one of the bystanders might reach over and twist his Heartbox to Overload for such an act. He felt Chang’s hand reaching to catch him by the air coat But he eluded Chang’s grasp and ran, faster than a Scanner should, to the platform. As he ran, he wondered what appeal to make. He wouldn’t get time to say much, and wouldn’t be seen by all of them. It was no use talking common sense. Not now. It had to be law.

  He jumped up on the rostrum beside Vomact, and took the stance: Scanners, an Illegality!

  He violated good custom while speaking, still in the stance: “A Committee has no right to vote death by a majority vote. It takes two-thirds of a full Meeting.”

  He felt Vomact’s body lunge behind him, felt himself falling from the rostrum, hitting the floor, hurting his knees and his touch-aware hands. He was helped to his feet. He was scanned.

  Some Scanner he scarcely knew took his instruments and toned him down.

  Immediately Martel felt more calm, more detached, and hated himself for feeling so.

  He looked up at the rostrum. Vomact maintained the stance signifying: Order!

  The Scanners adjusted their ranks. The two Scanners next to Martel took his arms. He shouted at them, but they looked away, and cut themselves off from communication altogether.

  Vomact spoke again when he saw the room was quiet: “A Scanner came here cranched. Honorable Scanners, I apologize for this. It is not the fault of our great and worthy Scanner and friend, Martel. He came here under orders. I told him not to de-cranch.

  I hoped to spare him an unnecessary haberman We all know how happily Martel is married, and we wish his brave experiment well. I like Martel. I respect his judgment. I wanted him here. I knew you wanted him here. But he is cranched. He is in no mood to share in the lofty business of the Scanners. I therefore propose a solution which will meet all the requirements of fairness. I propose that we rule Scanner Martel out of order for his violation of rules. This violation would be inexcusable if Martel were not cranched.

  “But at the same time, in all fairness to Martel, I further propose that we deal with the points raised so improperly by our worthy but disqualified brother.”

  Vomact gave the sign. The Honorable Scanners are pleased to vote. Martel tried to reach his own belt light the dead strong hands held him tightly and he struggled in vain. One lone light shone high: Chang’s, no doubt.

  Vomact thrust his face into the light again: “Having the approval of our worthy Scanners and present company for the general proposal, I now move that this Committee declare itself to have the full authority of a Meeting, and that this Committee further make me responsible for all misdeeds which this Committee may enact, to be held answerable before the next full Meeting, but not before any other authority beyond the closed and secret ranks of Scanners.”

  Flamboyantly this time, his triumph evident, Vomact assumed the vote stance.

  Only a few lights shone: far less, patently, than a minority of one-fourth.

  Vomact spoke again. The light shone on his high calm forehead, on his dead relaxed cheekbones. His lean cheeks and chin were half-shadowed, save where the lower light picked up and spot lighted his mouth, cruel even in repose. (Vomact was said to be a descendant of some Ancient Lady who had traversed, in an illegitimate and inexplicable fashion, some hundreds of years of time in a single night. Her name, the Lady Vomact, had passed into legend; but her blood and her archaic lust for mastery lived on in the mute masterful body of her descendant. Martel could believe the old tales as he stared at the rostrum, wondering what untraceable mutation had left the Vomact kith as predators among mankind.) Calling loudly with the movement of his lips, but still without sound, Vomact appealed: “The Honorable Committee is now pleased to reaffirm the sentence of death issued against the heretic and enemy, Adam Stone.” Again the vote stance.

  Again Chang’s light shone lonely in its isolated protest.

  Vomact then made his final move: “I call for the designation of the Senior Scanner present as the manager of the sentence. I call for authorization to him to appoint executioners, one or many, who shall make evident the will and majesty of Scanners. I ask that I be accountable for the deed, and not for the means. The deed is a noble deed, for the protection of Mankind and for the honor of the Scanners; but of the means it must be said that they are to be the best at hand, and no more.

  Who knows the true way to kill an Other, here on a crowded and watchful Earth? This is no mere matter of discharging a cylindered sleeper, no mere question of upgrading the needle of a haberman When people die down here, it is not like the Upand-Out. They die reluctantly. Killing within the Earth is not our usual business, 0 Brothers and Scanners, as you know well. You must choose me to choose my agent as I see fit. Otherwise the common knowledge will become the
common betrayal whereas if I alone know the responsibility, I alone could betray us, and you will not have far to look in case the Instrumentality comes searching.” (What about the killer you choose? thought Martel.

  He too will know unless unless you silence him forever.) Vomact went into the stance: The Honorable Scanners are pleased to vote.

  One light of protest shone; Chang’s, again.

  Martel imagined that he could see a cruel joyful smile on Vomact’s dead face the smile of a man who knew himself righteous and who found his righteousness upheld and affirmed by militant authority.

  Martel tried one last time to come free.

  The dead hands held. They were locked like vises until their owners’ eyes unlocked them: how else could they hold the piloting month by month?

  Martel then shouted: “Honorable Scanners, this is judicial murder.”

  No ear heard him. He was cranched, and alone.

  Nonetheless, he shouted again: “You endanger the Confraternity.”

  Nothing happened.

  The echo of his voice sounded from one end of the room to the other. No head turned. No eyes met his.

  Martel realized that as they paired for talk, the eyes of the Scanners avoided him. He saw that no one desired to watch his speech. He knew that behind the cold faces of his friends there lay compassion or amusement. He knew that they knew him to be cranched absurd, normal, man-like, temporarily no Scanner. But he knew that in this matter the wisdom of Scanners was nothing.

  He knew that only a cranched Scanner could feel with his very blood the outrage and anger which deliberate murder would provoke among the Others. He knew that the Confraternity endangered itself, and knew that the most ancient prerogative of law was the monopoly of death. Even the Ancient Nations, in the times of the Wars, before the Wild Machines, before the Beasts, before men went into the up and out even the Ancients had known this. How did they say it? Only the State shall kill. The States were gone but the Instrumentality remained, and the Instrumentality could not pardon things which occurred within the Earths but beyond its authority. Death in Space was the business, the right of the Scanners: how could the Instrumentality enforce its law in a place where all men who wakened, wakened only to die in the Great Pain? Wisely did the Instrumentality leave Space to the Scanners, wisely had the Confraternity not meddled inside the Earths. And now the Confraternity itself was going to step forth as an outlaw band, as a gang of rogues as stupid and reckless as the tribes of the Unforgiven!